Så hej, här kommer min önskelista för 2014.
Babyliss Curl Secret
Naked 2 from Urban Decay
A videocamera
A good freaking umbrella who can stand London's weather
The ultimate new year's eve dress! It needs to sparkle and be tight!
from Sweden to UK
måndag 24 november 2014
Dear Santa...
Även om jag inte önskar mig saker, så önskar jag mig saker. Jag vet inte, jag har kommit upp i den åldern då jag tycker det är onödigt att folk köper saker till mig. Jag uppskattar mer umgänge och uppskattning. Jag mår så bra av att bara vara nära folk jag tycker om. MEN, ja, jag fyller ju snart år... och sen kommer ju julen direkt efter så. Ja. Jag önskar mig till 99% pengar, för om folk nu MÅSTE lägga pengar på något, tar jag hellre pengarna direkt än saker. MEN, ja, jag önskar mig väl lite saker ändå bara för... ja, om det är någon gång man KAN önska sig saker är väl när man fyller år då.
Så hej, här kommer min önskelista för 2014.
Så hej, här kommer min önskelista för 2014.
söndag 23 november 2014
Me thoughts
I've always felt I haven't seen much of the world. Me and my family never went to holidays together. I never dreamt about a life abroad when I was younger. I had never seen anything else but Scandinavia until I was 11 and I went to UK with school. However, I did like it but I never had the thought I would move there. But it sometimes hits me that I actually don't live in Sweden anymore. I actually took my life to another country, and really. It feels amazing when I think about it. I'm so proud. I can do anything!!! If I managed to move to another country, I can do whatever!
Like now, I just moved to a new place, because I wanted to. I did it. No one said "No Linda, you can't do that!" I did it. What I like the most with my self is that if I decide to do something. I do it. With no doubt. I really just do it. Nothing can stop me when I'm sure about it. It actually feels good.
I think that my choice to move to a new place was exactly what I needed. I am a restless person and I can quite quickly get tired of places/things. And now, it hasn't even been a week, I already feel 10 times more alive than I did on the other place. On my old place I was constantly worried to find a cockroach in my bed, I wasn't comfortable to try to cook. The place was alright when I moved in but it slowly sucked the life out of me. I must say the last 3 months I have NOT been myself completely. And I really hope I'm on my way back to normal now when I have a place I feel much more comfortable in. This area is also much, much better!
I have even start thinking I look quite good when I take time to do my make up and my hair. The last months I haven't even cared over my look. I was way to down in the shit to even care if I had make up on or not. It was almost so common I didn't even recognized myself when I actually styles myself. However, I already feel more comfortable. I died my hair light brown instead of blond and I think I'll soon go a bit darker. I feel that I'm growing. I'm in the part where I'm growing more. I was stuck for a while, but it's time to grow up even more. I'm getting 1 year older soon anyways, yes!!!
I still want to be a bit older. I don't enjoy my age. I feel like my mind and spirit is older than my body. It's strange. I'm more into cozy evenings, drinking tea and just give myself quality times, than go out every weekend, drink my ass off or be out and about. It can be fun, and when I do go out for a drink or something, I do enjoy it. Might be weird to live in London and just live a calm, basic life.
Well, well.
My only concern is that I'm a bit worried that I'm stuck. Stuck in life. How do I go on? What's my next step? I do have a dream about a certain thing, but I will need to get myself together completely and also save some more money. But also, how do I find a job where I can develope? Will I always be in London from now? Will London be my new Växjö where I in the end feel like "Oh fuck this city is sooo annoying?" Will it be like that? I know one thing about my future. One thing. I will not live in Sweden. That's the only thing I'll know. In one way I'm thinking what if it just goes on and I will be here in 10 years? Haha, that would still be quite cool, but then again I'm not sure if that's what I want. I really need to figure out what I want. I think I need to get away from London and get some distance to see what I feel about this city. And I don't mean I want to go to Sweden for distance. It will always be hard to leave Sweden because I'm really bad at saying goodbye, doesn't matter how many times we say goodbye, I always feel a good bye in my heart.
Since I started work where I work, and sell holidays and hotels. I've got a huge craving for travelling. I want to be a tourist. I want to go somewhere where I don't know anything. I want to explore. I want to feel lost, amazed and relaxed. I want to do that, to get some distance from London to see how it feels to come back. I don't have plans to leave London now. But then again, I'm not sure this is the place for me. Even if it does feel very right.
Well, I'm never been the one who really plan my future very strict. I've just always had something I knew was coming. Like after 9th grade it was high school, after high school it was unemployed-time, after that I went to London and now I am here, so what's next? I'm just taking everything as it comes, but then again I know if I don't do anything, nothing will change. So I'll just take the time as it comes and let my mind and heart decide how it feels and what it's time to do.
I really don't know what I wanted with this post. Sometimes it's just good to write down your tought and I'm million times better to let my feelings out by writing than any other ways.
Except that I'm really worried and knocked down as it seems like I might not be able to go to Sweden over Christmas, I'm actually feeling very good at the moment. Mentally at least! Just need to start working out and get my body together.. such a mess! But that's another post, haha! :-)
However, all in all I'm so happy for being me. I'm so proud of myself. I actually love myself! HELL YEAH! x
Like now, I just moved to a new place, because I wanted to. I did it. No one said "No Linda, you can't do that!" I did it. What I like the most with my self is that if I decide to do something. I do it. With no doubt. I really just do it. Nothing can stop me when I'm sure about it. It actually feels good.
I think that my choice to move to a new place was exactly what I needed. I am a restless person and I can quite quickly get tired of places/things. And now, it hasn't even been a week, I already feel 10 times more alive than I did on the other place. On my old place I was constantly worried to find a cockroach in my bed, I wasn't comfortable to try to cook. The place was alright when I moved in but it slowly sucked the life out of me. I must say the last 3 months I have NOT been myself completely. And I really hope I'm on my way back to normal now when I have a place I feel much more comfortable in. This area is also much, much better!
I have even start thinking I look quite good when I take time to do my make up and my hair. The last months I haven't even cared over my look. I was way to down in the shit to even care if I had make up on or not. It was almost so common I didn't even recognized myself when I actually styles myself. However, I already feel more comfortable. I died my hair light brown instead of blond and I think I'll soon go a bit darker. I feel that I'm growing. I'm in the part where I'm growing more. I was stuck for a while, but it's time to grow up even more. I'm getting 1 year older soon anyways, yes!!!
I still want to be a bit older. I don't enjoy my age. I feel like my mind and spirit is older than my body. It's strange. I'm more into cozy evenings, drinking tea and just give myself quality times, than go out every weekend, drink my ass off or be out and about. It can be fun, and when I do go out for a drink or something, I do enjoy it. Might be weird to live in London and just live a calm, basic life.
Well, well.
My only concern is that I'm a bit worried that I'm stuck. Stuck in life. How do I go on? What's my next step? I do have a dream about a certain thing, but I will need to get myself together completely and also save some more money. But also, how do I find a job where I can develope? Will I always be in London from now? Will London be my new Växjö where I in the end feel like "Oh fuck this city is sooo annoying?" Will it be like that? I know one thing about my future. One thing. I will not live in Sweden. That's the only thing I'll know. In one way I'm thinking what if it just goes on and I will be here in 10 years? Haha, that would still be quite cool, but then again I'm not sure if that's what I want. I really need to figure out what I want. I think I need to get away from London and get some distance to see what I feel about this city. And I don't mean I want to go to Sweden for distance. It will always be hard to leave Sweden because I'm really bad at saying goodbye, doesn't matter how many times we say goodbye, I always feel a good bye in my heart.
Since I started work where I work, and sell holidays and hotels. I've got a huge craving for travelling. I want to be a tourist. I want to go somewhere where I don't know anything. I want to explore. I want to feel lost, amazed and relaxed. I want to do that, to get some distance from London to see how it feels to come back. I don't have plans to leave London now. But then again, I'm not sure this is the place for me. Even if it does feel very right.
Well, I'm never been the one who really plan my future very strict. I've just always had something I knew was coming. Like after 9th grade it was high school, after high school it was unemployed-time, after that I went to London and now I am here, so what's next? I'm just taking everything as it comes, but then again I know if I don't do anything, nothing will change. So I'll just take the time as it comes and let my mind and heart decide how it feels and what it's time to do.
I really don't know what I wanted with this post. Sometimes it's just good to write down your tought and I'm million times better to let my feelings out by writing than any other ways.
Except that I'm really worried and knocked down as it seems like I might not be able to go to Sweden over Christmas, I'm actually feeling very good at the moment. Mentally at least! Just need to start working out and get my body together.. such a mess! But that's another post, haha! :-)
However, all in all I'm so happy for being me. I'm so proud of myself. I actually love myself! HELL YEAH! x
the strangest music lyric's I've heard
I don't know I just got the feeling I should write in english.
I'm listning at the toplist at Spotify and heard the song "Open Wide" and heard the strangest lyrics in a while. And I thought I should write a blogpost (because I'm so popular).. Here's my top 6 of strange lyrics.
Well, here's my list of strange lyrics:
1. Ehm, as I mentioned it. Open Wide - Calvin Harris. He sings "Let me see how big your mouth is". Like really? I mean... Maybe it's me who has a dirty mind ..the only thing that I hear in my head, with other words is "You are going to suck my d*ck and then you are going to open your mouth and I'll *** in it."
So yeah, maybe it's my dirty mind... or it's just a very sick text. I mean, sure maybe your boyfriend say stuff like that to you but I don't know. As it is a club song, I would feel awkward standing in the club singning "LET ME SEE HOW BIG YOUR MOUTH IS".
2. In the song Bang Bang by Jessie J, Ariana Grande and Nicki Minaj, Ariana sings "She might let you hold your hand in school but I can show you how to graduate"Here it's like the other way around. WOAAH GIRL! Hold your horses! I think if I told my boyfriend "Shall I show you how to graduate?" I don't think I would get even a kiss from him, haha. That is the lamest line I've heard in ages. And EVERY time I hear it, I just think of that line as it sounds so silly.
3. "But fuck that little mouse cuz I'm an albatraoz" by AronChupa. Do I even have to explain?
4. Yesterday I went in to listen to the top list in Sweden and heard a song called "Paradise Jokkmokk". It's in Swedish but I mean... I'll just put the whole song here. What the f*ck are you listening to in Sweden nowadays?
5. Well.... "I can make you famous on Instagram" OH PLEASE JASON DERULO, PLEASE MAKE ME FAMOUS ON INSTAGRAM! I BEG YOU! OH MY! Wiggle, Wiggle, Wiggle...
6. "My anaconda don't want non unless you got buns hun" I have nothing to say about this.
Now I'm going to listen to some Christmas songs and cry my heart out as it looks like I'll not be able to go to Sweden for Christmas. Mwahhhhhh x
I'm listning at the toplist at Spotify and heard the song "Open Wide" and heard the strangest lyrics in a while. And I thought I should write a blogpost (because I'm so popular).. Here's my top 6 of strange lyrics.
Well, here's my list of strange lyrics:
1. Ehm, as I mentioned it. Open Wide - Calvin Harris. He sings "Let me see how big your mouth is". Like really? I mean... Maybe it's me who has a dirty mind ..the only thing that I hear in my head, with other words is "You are going to suck my d*ck and then you are going to open your mouth and I'll *** in it."
So yeah, maybe it's my dirty mind... or it's just a very sick text. I mean, sure maybe your boyfriend say stuff like that to you but I don't know. As it is a club song, I would feel awkward standing in the club singning "LET ME SEE HOW BIG YOUR MOUTH IS".
2. In the song Bang Bang by Jessie J, Ariana Grande and Nicki Minaj, Ariana sings "She might let you hold your hand in school but I can show you how to graduate"Here it's like the other way around. WOAAH GIRL! Hold your horses! I think if I told my boyfriend "Shall I show you how to graduate?" I don't think I would get even a kiss from him, haha. That is the lamest line I've heard in ages. And EVERY time I hear it, I just think of that line as it sounds so silly.
3. "But fuck that little mouse cuz I'm an albatraoz" by AronChupa. Do I even have to explain?
4. Yesterday I went in to listen to the top list in Sweden and heard a song called "Paradise Jokkmokk". It's in Swedish but I mean... I'll just put the whole song here. What the f*ck are you listening to in Sweden nowadays?
5. Well.... "I can make you famous on Instagram" OH PLEASE JASON DERULO, PLEASE MAKE ME FAMOUS ON INSTAGRAM! I BEG YOU! OH MY! Wiggle, Wiggle, Wiggle...
6. "My anaconda don't want non unless you got buns hun" I have nothing to say about this.
Now I'm going to listen to some Christmas songs and cry my heart out as it looks like I'll not be able to go to Sweden for Christmas. Mwahhhhhh x
torsdag 20 november 2014
Update!
Soooorrry! Jag har inte uppdaterat på år, men har varit så mycket att stå i!
Jag har FLYTTAT! YES! Äntligen! Jag bor nu i norra London i Archway! Älskar området, rummet är supermysigt. Jag har städat vartenda vrå, köpt en egen liten dammsugare att ha hä inne, jag har köpt blommor och LAGAT MAT! Jag gjorde en egen sallad tills imorgon! Charon-frukt, äpple och feta och halloumi ost! Kul blandning va!? ;-) Tänkte jag ska försöka få ordning på det här matlagandet så småningom.
Idag skulle jag egentligen jobbat, men hade EXTREM migrän imorse. Jag kunde verkligen inte komma upp ur sängen och det kändes som jag skulle spy så ont det gjorde. Jag kunde inte ens tända lampan och hade problem med att ens titta på mobilen för att få fram numret till jobbet. Irriterar mig då jag behöver pengarna, men jag mår bättre nu och hoppas det inte blir detsamma imorgon bitti! Jag la mig ändå i tid igårkväll så jag skulle få sova en del?! Jag har inte sovit ut på nästan 2 veckor så märks på kroppen när det börjar tära... men på lördag hoppas jag INTE min pojkvän ska upp med tuppen. Men, vi får väl se!
Jag har FLYTTAT! YES! Äntligen! Jag bor nu i norra London i Archway! Älskar området, rummet är supermysigt. Jag har städat vartenda vrå, köpt en egen liten dammsugare att ha hä inne, jag har köpt blommor och LAGAT MAT! Jag gjorde en egen sallad tills imorgon! Charon-frukt, äpple och feta och halloumi ost! Kul blandning va!? ;-) Tänkte jag ska försöka få ordning på det här matlagandet så småningom.
Idag skulle jag egentligen jobbat, men hade EXTREM migrän imorse. Jag kunde verkligen inte komma upp ur sängen och det kändes som jag skulle spy så ont det gjorde. Jag kunde inte ens tända lampan och hade problem med att ens titta på mobilen för att få fram numret till jobbet. Irriterar mig då jag behöver pengarna, men jag mår bättre nu och hoppas det inte blir detsamma imorgon bitti! Jag la mig ändå i tid igårkväll så jag skulle få sova en del?! Jag har inte sovit ut på nästan 2 veckor så märks på kroppen när det börjar tära... men på lördag hoppas jag INTE min pojkvän ska upp med tuppen. Men, vi får väl se!
När "ingen" annan köper blommor till en får man väl köpa själv! ;-)
måndag 17 november 2014
IMORGON FLYTTAR JAG!!!
Imorgon flyttar jag ÄNTLIGEN från Shadwell! Åhhhhh så underbaaaart! Jag är redan kär i mitt nya område. Det känns så mycket bättre. Jag är trött på att behöva gå och vara nojig i detta området. Detta området är verkligen inte tryggt, så ska bli så skönt att komma till något nytt. Och tror min pojkvän blir glad när jag precis insåg att han kan komma till jobbet på 15 minuter! ;-) Jag är inte lika glad då det kommer ta en timme för mig, istället för 15 minuter, haha! Men jaja! It's worth it!
Ikväll har jag städat hela rummet och lyssnat på julmusik. Nu lyssnar jag på One Direction's nya album! Sååååå bra!! Älskar Act My Age, haha! Underbar låt!
Ikväll har jag städat hela rummet och lyssnat på julmusik. Nu lyssnar jag på One Direction's nya album! Sååååå bra!! Älskar Act My Age, haha! Underbar låt!
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